Tonight, Erika and I (still drunk Hazel) drink heavily to deal with recent pains. I just got rejected, and while people say that it’s not my fault, i can’t help but think that I’m the one that fucked it up hard core. I’m sorry this isn’t fun, but I’m really kind of hanging onto the fact that he said that he liked me and we should take it slow and be friends for a while… maybe meaning that later we wouldn’t just be friends? I don’t think it was just a rebound, but maybe it is. I’m honestly more upset than our ending than me and my ex ending things… I’m just kind of in a state of hating myself. Maybe this means I can just have more drunk slutty sex and focus more on school? Yet I still don’t feel good. I feel drunk, but no where near good. Anywho, here are the rules to the criminal minds drinking games, although I don’t think they give enough enough opportunities to drink… Just wanna hide away forever
2.5 shots of shitty tequila sure go down smooth on afternoons like this.
I work at 6:30 AM tomorrow.
I like a boy and he likes me yet I’m perpetually scared that he’ll flake out.
I’m a little too obsessed with Pink Floyd.
Yes, the alcohol is kicking in.
I gave myself a nick name last year: still-drunk Hazel. I plan on keeping the legacy going.